मंगलवार, 9 अगस्त 2011

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      ch,M+ ds ckn gkWLVy NksM+dj ukSdjh dh ryk’k izkjaHk djuh gh FkhA vr% eqUuh us ;g /;s; ysdj viuh lkfFkuksaa ls fonk yhA vyoj ftys ds cgjksM+ rglhy ls nwjLFk xkao tkVksa dk [ksM+k dh Fkh eqUuh tkVA eka&cki ds vykok ifjokj esa lcls NksVh eqUuh ds nks cM+h cgusa ,oa nks cM+s HkkbZ gSaA iM+kSl ds xkao ds tehankj ifjokj esa nksuksa cM+h cguksa dk fookg nks lxs Hkkb;ksa lsa gqvk FkkA eqUuh ds nksukas cM+s HkkbZ tks yxHkx 40 cjl ds gksus dks vk;s Fks vc Hkh daqokjs FksA xkao esa pkS/kjkgV ds vykok eqUuh dk cki vkSj nksuks HkkbZ dksbZ dke ugha djrsA NksVs ls [ksr dh tehu ds caVkbZ ij nsus ls ifjokj dk xqtj clj gksrk gSA bl [skr ls eqUuh dh chekj eka ejrs iM+rs lky Hkj dk vukt mitk ysrh] ftlesa ls dqN csPk dj cki dh 'kjkc dh O;oLFkk gksrh] 'ks"k vukt ifjokj ds dke vkrkA ifjokj esa ,d vPNs uLy dh HkSal Hkh FkhA HkSal ds nw/k dks csp dj nwljh t:jrsa iwjh gksrhA eqUuh dh izkjaHk ls gh i<+us esa :fp FkhA og viuh i<+kbZ ds fy;s le;&le; ij pkpk ls dtZ ysrh] tks C;kt tqM+ dj c<+rk gh tkrkA bl dtZ dks eqUuh vfrfjDr le; esa diM+ksa dh flykbZ dj C;kt lfgr pqdkrh vkSj vglku ds cnys pkpk ds ?kj dk iwjk dke djrh D;ksafd pkph ikl ds xkao ds vLirky esa ulZ FkhA
eqUuh dh ch,M+ ijh{kk dk ifj.kke vkus ls igys gh jkT; ljdkj }kjk f’k{kd HkrhZ gsrq foKkiu fudkyk x;k ijUrq ;g f’k{kd HkrhZ rks dsoy fo/kok ,oa fookg fofPNUu efgykvksa ds fy;s gh FkhA os vk’kkFkhZ] ftudk ch,M+ dh ijh{kk dk ifj.kke ugha vk;k Fkk os Hkh vkosnu dj ldrs Fks ijUrq ifj.kke fu;qfDr gsrq lwph tkjh djus ls iwoZ vkuk vko’;d FkkA eqUuh us foKkiu i<+k ij ;s rks dsoy fo/kok ,oa fookg fofPNUu ds fy;s gSA  mldk fookg rks cpiu esa viuh cguksa ds lkFk gh gks x;k FkkA vFkkZr~ oks rks bl Js.kh esa ugha vkrh] ;g HkrhZ rks mlds fdlh dke dh ugha gSA mlus vius pkpk ds lkFk foKkiu ds fo"k; esa ckr dh A pkpk us mls rjdhc crkbZ vkSj eqUuh dks Hkh lger dj fy;kA eqUuh ds rykd ds dkxtkr rS;kj gks x;sA fookg fofPNUu dksVs esa eqUuh us vkosnu fd;k A vkosnu ,oa rykd ds dkxt rS;kj djus esa chl gtkj :i;s [kpZ gksuk crk;k] tks pkpk us gh [kpZ fd;s A pkpk dk eqUuh ij m/kkj vkSj c<+ x;kA eqUuh ls esjh eqykdkr rc gh gqbZ Fkh tc  vkosnu djus ds fy;s eqUuh vkSj mlds pkpk nksuksa esjs dk;kZy; esa vk,A eSaus mUgsa ;g lkQ&lkQ crk fn;k fd ch,M+ ds ifj.kke le; ij vkus ij gh og ojh;rk esa vk ldssxhA bl lkaoyh lh yM+dh ftlus lyokj dqrkZ iguk gqvk Fkk psgjs ij LFkkbZ mnklh ds Hkko Fks dks ;kn j[kus dk dksbZ dkj.k bl igyh eqykdkr esa ugha FkkA
jkst dh eqykdkr dh Hkkafr bls Hkh Hkwy gh tkrk ;fn eq>s eqUuh ds vkosnu ij f’kdk;r izkIr ugha gskrhA eqUuh ds ifr fouksn dh vksj ls f’kdk;r dh xbZ Fkh A f’kdk;r esa ;g mYys[k Fkk fd eqUuh mldh C;kgrk gS vkSj mlds }kjk izLrqr rykd ds dkxtkr >wBs gS A ljdkjh jok;r ds vuqlkj f’kdk;rdrkZ dks viuh f’kdk;r dh iqf"V gsrq lk{; izLrqr djus gsrq fy[kk x;kA dqN fnuksa ckn lk{; lfgr rhu yksx esjs dk;kZy; esa igqps pkSFkk 'kk;n esjs d{k ds ckgj gh [kM+k jgkA eqUuh  dh 'kknh ds lk{; esjs le{k is’k djrs gq, dgk fd eqUuh dk fookg gks x;k gS ,oa oks fookfgr gS mlds rykd ds dkxt >qaBs gSA tc nyhy is’k djr ml v/ksM+ ls iqNka fd rqe dkSu gks rks irk pyk fd oga eqUuh ds thtk gSA eqUuh ,oa mldh nksuksa cfguksa dk ,d lkFk fookg ,d gh ?kj esa gqvk FkkA cqtqxZ tks 'kkar Fks mUgksus crk;k fd os eqUuh ds firk gSA vkosnu i= ds lkFk U;k;ky; }kjk tkjh rykd dh fMdzh ds le{k buds ;s c;kukr ,oa nyhys fdlh dke dh ugha Fkh  fQj Hkh izdj.k dh jkspdrk dk vkUun ysrs gq, iqNkA eqUuh dk ifr Hkh gskxk dgha \ izR;qrj esa eqUuh dk thtk ckgj x;k ,oa ,d nqcys&irys efj;y ls bUlku dks d{k esa ys vk;k A bl bUlku esa iq:"kksa okyh os’kHkw"kk ds vykok dqN Hkh iq:"kksfpr utj ugha vk;kAA eSaus iqaNk D;ksa HkkbZ rqEgkjk rykd gks x;k \ mlus dksbZ tckc ugha fn;k A ,slk yxk fd mls irk gh ugha gks fd rykd gksrk D;k gSA [kSj ml pkSdM+h dks dk;Zokgh djus dk vk’oklu nsrs gq, jokuk fd;kA
            ,sls izdj.k vkrs gh jgrs gaS ij pwafd eqUuh dks igys ns[k pqdk Fkk vkSj vc mlds vthc ls rFkkdfZFkr ifr] lh/kslkns firk ,oa rstrjkZj thtk dks ns[kk rks eu esa cgqr ls iz’u ,oa vthc lh vk’kadk dh ygjs fgyksjs ysus yxh fQj ges’kk dh rjg lekt esa c<+ jgs Hkz"Vkpkj ,oa ukSdjh ds fy;s gks jgs O;fHkpkj dks lksprs gq, eu dks /khjt fn;kA bl okd;s dks Hkwy lk x;k Fkk fd ,d jkst ?kj ds njokts ij lqcg 8 cts nLrd gqbZ ckgj tkdj ns[kk rks eqUuh ,d o`)k ds lkFk ckgj [kM+h FkhA
rqe ;gka dSls \ eSa ?kj ij ugha feyrkA rqe vkWfQl esa gh vkuk A rqEgas ?kj dk irk fdlus crk;k \ eSa gM+cM+krk gqvk cksyrk jgk A oks nksukas pqipki [kM+h  jghaA vpkud /;ku vk;k fd iM+kSl ds yksx ns[k jgs gS vFkok 'kk;n esjh ekuork us eq>s >d>ksajk vkSj eSaus mUgsa vUnj vkus dks dgkA mlds psgjs ij ilhuk ns[k dj] mls ikuh dk ykSVk idM+k;kA ,d gh lkal esa mlus ikuh ih;k tSls tUeksa ls I;klh Fkh vFkok ikuh dh txg mls ve`r Hkjk dy’k fey x;k gks vkSj og ,d cwan Hkh tk;k ugha gksus nsxhA
            ,d yEch mnklh vkSj lUukVs dk rksM+dj ckr dh 'kq:vkr djrs gq, iqNkA  crkvksa dSls vkuk gqvk \ o`)k ] tks eqUuh dh eka izrhr gksrh Fkh og rks ikl esa cSBh 'kkafr dk ykHk mBkrs gq, vka[ks can fd;s ma?krh jghA eqUuh HkjkZ, gq, Lojksa esa cksyh lj eq>s fey rks tk,xh uk ukSdjh \ mldh ykpkjh ij rjl vkus dh ctk; eq>s dqfVy migkl lw>kA eSaus dgk] rqeus rykd ys rks fy;k gS uk \ ;k ,sls gh QthZ dkxt cuok;s gSa \ mlus viuk eqWg viuh eka dh vksj fd;k tSls mls dguk pkg jgh Fkh ns[k eSa u dgrh Fkh ckiw ;gka vkdj esjh f’kdk;r djds x;k gksxk \ eka dks ma?krk ns[k oks esjh vksj eqM+h vkSj cksyh lj vki esjh enn djsaA eSa >waBs yksxksa dh enn dSls dj ldrk gwwa \ lj] eSaa >wBh ugha gwWa \ rks rqEgkjk cki >wBk gS \ ugha lj] ,slk Hkh ugha gS A rks fQj dSlk gS \ rqe rykd’kqnk gks Hkh vkSj ugha Hkh] ,slk dSls \ lj vki esjk etkd er mM+kb;s] eSa fookfgr Hkh gwa vkSj ugha HkhA ftl xaHkhjrk ls mlus ;g dgk Fkk esjs jkSaxVs [kM+s gks x;sA eSa mldh vksj ,dVd ns[kus yx x;kA FkksM+k le; xqtjus ds ckn cksyk& ,slk dSls gks ldrk gS \
            ;g lgh gS lj ge rhuksa cfguksa dk fookg ml taehnkj ifjokj esa gqvk FkkA esjh mez 6 cjl dh Fkh esjs cM+s thtk gh 20 cjl ds Fks ge rhuksa ds cnys esa esjs pkpk ds fy;s mudh cfgu yh Fkh tks ulZ Fkh blfy;s ,d ds cnys mu rhuksa fy;s ge rhu cgus nh xbZA nksuksa cM+h cgus 12 ,oa 14 cjl dh Fkh vr% fookg ds ckn llqjky pyh xbZA EkSa i<rh jghA esjh i<+kbZ esa esjs cM+s thtk esjh cgqr enn djrs vkSj etk+d djrs fd ;s lkyh esjh ?kjokyh gSA eSa muds etk+d dks dHkh ugha le> ldhA /khjs&/khjs le; xqtj x;k vkSj eaSus ckgjoha ikl dj yhA esjh mez Hkh 16 cjl dh gks xbZ FkhA esjs thtk esjs xksus ds fy;s ftn djus yxs ij eSa i<+kbZ fujraj j[kuk pkgrh FkhA ,d jkst esjh cM+h cfgu ihgj vkbZ vkSj mlus u tkus ckiw ds lkFk D;k ckr dh \ esjk xksuk r; gks x;kA eq>ls cl mlus bruk dgk Fkk fd rw esjs lkFk gh jgsxh esjh gh tSlh jgsxhA vxys fnol eSa thtk ds lkFk llqjky igqWaph ] jLrs Hkj thtk dh gjdrksa dks fj’rs dh e;kZnk esa lgu djrh jghaA llqjky igqWp dj fnu dkedkt esa xqtj x;kA jkf= esa fdukjs dh dksBjh esa pkjikbZ ij lquslquk, LoIuksa dh izrh{kk dj eu gh eu vkufUnr gks jgh Fkh fd esjk rFkkdfFkr ifr vk;k] ftls vki us Hkh ns[kk gSA dqN nsj esjs ru ds lkFk fdyksG djrk jgkA eSa [kqn esa fleVus dk cukoVh iz;kl djrh jgh A ;g D;k og rks tksj&tksj ls lqcdus yxk vkSj cksyk ** eSa rq>s dqN ugha ns ldrk eq>s ekQ djuk] bZ’oj us eq>s iw.kZrk gh ugha nh A** mldh vkokt ,oa 'kjhj dh ckgjh cukoV ls og igys ls gh dqN vthc lk yx jgk FkkA eSa dqN ugha le> ldh pqipki mlds jksus dks lqurh jghA
          mldk jksuk pqi gksus ds ckn dejs esa 'kkafr lh Nk xbZA rHkh dejs dk fdokM+ [kqyk] ckgj thtk [kM+s Fks A mUgsa ns[krs gh og lqcdus okyk esjk ifr ljiV nkSM+rk gqvk ckgj Hkkxk A  thtk us mls cqjh xkyh nh ** eknj--------------- chch pkfg;s \ ** thtk jkr dks pkj ?kaVs esjs dejs esa jgsA eSa fpYykrh jgh ij fdls QdZ iM+rkA lqcg esjh cM+h cfgu us viuh ubZ pqfM;ka eq>s nh D;ksafd esjh pqfM+;k jkr gh fc[kj xbZ FkhaA lqcg eq>s lqcdrs gq, ns[k esjh cM+h cfgu cksyh ** ge j[ksaxs rq>sA** esjh vk[ksa cM+h cfgu ls loky dj jgh Fkh rq>s rks igys gh irk Fkk fQj Hkh \ eSus 'kkafr ls nks fnu xqtkjsA bls fu;fr le> dj lgu fd;k vkSj rhljs fnu vius ihgj ykSV dj vk xbZ A ml fnu ds ckn dHkh llqjky ugha xbZA rykd’kqnk efgykvksa ds fy;s tc HkrhZ fudyh rks rykd ds dkxt mlh ds lkbZu djkdj gh cuok, gSA vc vki gh crkvksa fd eSa C;kgrk gwW] rykd’kqnk gwWa ;k dqokajh \
            esjs fny dh /kM+du c<+ xbZ FkhA  eS dqN Hkh cksyus dh fgEer ugha tqVk ik jgk Fkk ij esjh vk[ksa cksy iM+h tSls dg jgh gks fQj rsjk cki D;waW vk;k Fkk muds lkFkA og Hkkai xbZ vkSj cksyh **lj eq>s irk gS fd vki lksp jgs fd ckiw dSls muds lkFk vk;k Fkk A esjs nksuksa HkkbZ vc rd dqaokjs gS mudk fookg ;s ,d yk[k :i;s ysdj djk jgs gSaA** vc mlus viuh eka dks txk;k tks dqlhZ ij cSBs&cSBs [kjkZVs ys jgh Fkh vkSj fcuk dqN dgs pyh xbZA jokuk gksus ls igys mlus fcu dgs cgqr dqN dg fn;kA
            mlds ckjs esas ,d ?kVuk dgs fcuk mlds O;fDrRo dks vkSj bl dgkuh dks lesVuk vuqfpr gksxkA mldk vius ukSdjh ds ckjs esa eq>s Qksu djuk ,d LokHkkfod lh ckr FkhA ,d jkst mldk Qksu vk;k fd mlds HkkbZ dk ,sDlhMsaV gks x;k gS rFkk mlds iSj ij pksV yxh gS vkWijs’ku djkuk iMsxkA ipkl gtkj :i;s [kpZ gksaxsA thtk iSls nsus dks rks rS;kj gS ij mldh ogha iqjkuh 'krZ gSA bl iSlksa dk iwjk bUrtke eq>s gh djuk gSA  iSrhl gtkj dh O;oLFkk rks b/kj&m/kj ls dj yh gSA ckdh iSlksa dh O;oLFkk dSls d:a \ mldh ckr lqudj eSa vpfEHkr FkkA gkW mldk ukSdjh dh ojh;rk esa uEcj ugha vk;k Fkk] ;g ckr Hkh mls crkuh Fkh ij bl ?kM+h esa mls ;g lwpuk dSls nsrk] 'kk;n blfy;s gh mlls dgkW fd viuk cSad ,dkmaV uEcj crkvksa eSa iSls fHktok nwaxkA iSls igqWap x;s ij mlds HkkbZ dk iSj dkVuk iM+kA vc bl yaxMs HkkbZ dh 'kknh ds fy;s rks tkus fdruh eqfUu;ka pkfg;s gksxhA bruk crknwa fd eqUuh dh ukSdjh ugha yxhA oks vc Hkh dqokajh gh gS vkSj mlus esjs iUnzg gtkj :i;s ykSVk fn;s gSA

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